Chapter 104: 104

The moment I heard the doctor saying she was dead my world shattered. I felt as if I couldn’t feel myself any longer but I became a living dead just by hearing it.

My feet were freezing cold as well as my palm but it was not the only situation for me but the child as well. They hurried and took him to the ventilation room but that was not what was important for me but it was only Ayla who I desired. If she is not with me then I don’t care about anything.

"Let me go inside."

"She can’t be dead."

"She must be playing a prank."

"Let me in!!!!"

I kept on shouting as well Jace but they didn’t allow us. But when I tried to forcefully enter, a harsh punch landed on my face, hitting the bench placed outside of the operation theater.

"You killed her!!!!" he said pointing his finger toward me.

"If you would have received her call on time then she could have gotten treatment earlier and she won’t have to be like this." he said and I agree as well it is all my fault.

Only if I get my phone early and answer her calls then she wouldn’t have to go through this much pain.

"You tormented her each time she trusted you. This time also."

"I kept denying dad to not call her when she came to this place for the first time with her daughter but he didn’t listen and called her so that you two can meet but what happened she left the place again for your mistake. And now when she was being all happy you again showed your useless incompetent side making her die."

He kept saying but I didn’t utter a single word.

"Now, why are you here?"

"Get out of this place."

"She will never see you again."

"And even if she did, I will not let you be with her again."

"And if you are doing all this for your child then take him too. He killed her so he is too part of it. So, get out of here you two and let us live peacefully even with her memories." he said as if he is talking to a murdered but I deserve this.

"Stop arguing here. It’s a hospital not a fighting ring. So, talk about all this out of here." the nurse said but in an instant the doctor came out and said, "Her heart rate is stable now."

I saw a ray In Front of me. I ray of hope telling me she is alive. Yeah, she is alive and she won’t leave me anymore. I rushed inside while she was barely able to look at us but as she was shifted to the other room, I tried to go to her but each time Jace stopped me until one time.

"Brother, let him in." it was her voice but too weak.

I went to her but she didn’t even glance at me making me realize it was not only Jace’s feelings but it was hers. Of course, I did a grave sin and I deserve all the hate she pours to me and I will accept everything.

"Why are you here?" she asked.

"I’m sorry", I said.

"I will ask again why are you here?" she asked me again while I glanced toward Jace.

"Brother, can you go out for a while?" she said while he left somehow.

"Now tell me, why are you here?" she kept on repeating the same question but I have no idea how should I even explain how I was going to get rape when she was giving birth. Isn’t it like rubbing salt on her wound?

"I came here for you." I spoke.

"Really? Then where were you when I called you numerous times?"

"I-

"Say it properly!!!!" She raised her voice but then she looked at the child as if she was scared that the child would get scared.

"My phone was somewhere I was unable to find that is why I didn’t get your calls." I said looking down.

"Aaron"

She took my name.

"Do you think I’m joking?" she glared at me, making me flinch for the very first time.

"I- I am not." I stuttered.

"Then tell me!!!!!"

She glared and I explained to her the entire situation. I know my entire body is freezing now as well just the thought of her touching the girls’ touch on my bare body which is disgusting.

"How did you feel?" I didn’t think she would ask this.

"I-

"I feel disgusted." I spoke.

She didn’t say anything for a while then as I was about to ask something the child cried so she took him in her arm and fed her breast milk and he calmed down.

After few days

"Mom, when are you coming home?" Ayla asked while looking at the baby.

We still didn’t name him because lots of things happened during this while.

"I’m coming today", she said with a smile but the smile was not for me as I looked at her, she looked away.

That’s how we came home. She still didn’t glance at me till we reached our room.

"Ayla"

"Can you please look at me once?"

I begged her to look at me but her eyes are filled with tears making my heart ache even more than before.

"Ayla, don’t cry. I can’t bear seeing your tears." I wiped her tears while she held me tightly. Her nails were digging my back ripping my shirt.

"How?" she asked.

"What?"

"How did you let her touch you?" she finally spoke.

"I’m sorry", I said in a low tone.

"Why the heck did you let her touch you? You are freaking mine. You are mine", that’s the girl I love.

"You know how much pain I was in when I called you. I could barely walk but you didn’t receive the call where I thought you no longer love me. I thought you got tired of me. I thought you got lost somewhere and abandoned me when I was in too much pain." I felt her wet tears on my chest.

"How could you make me feel like this? You know how much I love you, asshole?" she hit my chest.

"Yeah, I know. And yeah, I’m an asshole so please calm down." I kissed her forehead.

"Yeah, you are a big asshole. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you a lot. You should go away and let her touch you. You don’t want me. You don’t want my Ayla nor you want me." she sulked but I have no words to explain just how freaking I am in love with her. She is my everything. After my mother she is the one I always wanted to love, desire and monopolize.

She is my freaking everything and this much of my feelings could never describe through words.

"Why are you silent? Tell me !!!!!" She hit me again.

"Yeah, yeah, I understand everything. So will you marry me now?" I asked.

Yeah, I could wait no longer. I want her now. I want her this moment even without any arrangement.

"Yeah, I will", she said and went outside with me where everyone was already present as I prepared everything beforehand. James did and Jace too helped him even though he hates me the most.

"So, my dear bride, will you go wear your wedding dress or just do your vow in your pajamas?" I asked while I chuckled.

"I don’t mind in my pajamas but I don’t want those photos to ruin so I would like to change." she said and her mom took her inside to get her ready.

Ayla was full on ready to walk with her mother and let her mother’s hand on my hand as if she is not our child but our parents.

I too went to the changing room and wore my long-waited Tuxedo which she chose for me once without knowing it is the one I’m going to wear in my wedding. James placed a white rose on my pocket which has a similar pattern to Ayla’s dress.

In a few minutes I came out and saw her coming toward me holding her brother’s hand which was mainly supposed to be done by father but we got to know his health is not in good condition so Jace replaced him.

The more I see her walking toward me the more my heart beats louder than usual. Just how long it has been since I have waited for this day to come and now when it is happening, I can’t help but lose in her beauty.

"Aaron"

"Aaron"

"Huh!"

"Hold her hand", James snapped out of my thoughts and I held her hand and brought her near me.

We did our vow to love each other unconditionally until death do us apart.

"I love you."

I said and kissed her lips. She did as well.

I could die for this moment I swear.

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