Chapter 114: 114

"Why are you doing this?" I said in a low tone.

"Because I want to do it."

"It is my own will so let me." his hands were locked around my belly.

"I don’t think you are doing this on your own will. What if it is Aaron who made you come here?" I asked.

"This is also part of it", as he said I forced myself to push him away.

Yeah, I should have known he sure came here on Aaron’s wish not his own. James you really know how to make me feel loved at a moment and make me feel the worst the other moment. But still why can’t I push you away.

"Chloe, I said that is also part of it but not entirely." he said but what is the point. It is not like he forced himself to do the entire thing. He didn’t come here on his own unless his brother sent him here.

"I don’t want to hear you. So go away. I accept your apologies for what you have done so leave", I wasn’t looking at him at this moment.

"Chloe?"

"And yeah, I will let you meet the baby when it is born so you don’t have to show your fake emotions to me. I will let the kid know who you are. It is not like I’m trying to hide the truth but now as I cleared what you want so you don’t have to show your fake emotions toward me." I spoke.

"It isn’t fake", he said.

"Yeah, and I will let you come to my medical checkups too even though I did mess up some parts", I said while looking away.

"What?" he asked.

"That is something you shouldn’t mind." I said and tried to leave the room.

He held me and asked, "Tell me Chloe, what did you did?"

I pushed him.

"You want to know? Ok then let me tell you."

"I told the doctor that my husband is dead."

"Happy?" I was glaring at this point.

"Why? Why did you do this?" his voice stuttered.

"Because if I didn’t then she wouldn’t even told me about my own fucking conditions." I gritted my teeth.

"Condition? What is it?" he asked.

"I said you don’t need to concern yourself with my condition. So, get out of here now. I will let you know when I go to my next checkup." I said and finally got myself out of the room while I saw mom and dad already having breakfast.

"Baby, are you done with your conversation?" Dad asked.

"Yeah", I answered.

"Oh, come both of you and have breakfast", Mom invited but I declined.

"He is getting late so he will leave", I said.

"Is that so?"

"Yeah mom. It isn’t good for us to keep a guest by his wish", I was faking a smile all the time.

"Chloe", He tried to stop me but I didn’t listen to him. I ignore him till he leaves my place and I find myself alone again in darkness which I’m already used to.

"Baby, is everything ok?" Before I could control myself, dad was standing in front of me.

"It is nothing", I answered and started going to my room until mom too stop my way.

"Tell us", both asked.

"What do you want me to say?" I asked.

"What happened?" I laughed.

I don’t know where I should start to narrate. Is it from school or from the moment I reunite with him but every part is painful for me.

"What are you thinking?" He asked.

"What am I thinking?"

"I don’t know."

"I’m still in doubt whatever thoughts are roaming inside my mind. I’m so confused." I spoke.

"So, was he?" Dad asked.

I nodded.

"Yeah, he is that person."

"He is the person I love pouring my heart out and he is the father of my baby." I confessed.

"Then why did you send him away?"

They are not even stopping to ask me questions but questions kept on pouring on me like rain and I have a feeling as if I’m being interrogated now.

"How could I keep him when I know there will never be a day when he will prioritize me first. From the day I know about this I have been loving him in fear. He made me like this. He broke up with me because of his brother’s complex. He again came to me after so many years and again made me feel so low just for the sake of his brother. Tell me how could I even stop him when I’m nothing important to him?" I asked.

"But he looked genuine", Mom said.

"Genuine? You know he came to me because his brother told him otherwise, he would have never."

"So don’t ever ask me about this. Things are getting exhausting for me." I said and walked toward my room.

I kept on feeling sharp pain in my stomach as if I’m going to get my period. But I’m getting scared to say anything to anyone. What is happening?

As I reached my room, I instantly picked up my phone and called the doctor.

"Yes, Chloe", she picked up the call after two or three tries.

"Doctor, I have been feeling a sharp pain in my stomach", I kept on biting my lips while explaining my situation.

"Did you take medicine as I prescribed?" she asked.

"Yeah, I did", I said.

"Then what about your control over your emotions?" she asked.

I stayed silent.

"Chloe, I’m asking?"

"Sorry doctor", I said while she stayed silent for a while then said, "Come to hospital right now."

I don’t know how my condition is but I’m getting scared now. I don’t know if I can say this to my parents or not but I need to inform James even though I kicked him out of here just a minute ago.

I dialed his number.

"Come back", I kept on losing my visuals.

"Chloe, what happened?" he asked in a worried tone but as I walked toward my window he was just down.

"Come back", I repeated.

"I’m coming", he said and instantly ran to my room and held me tightly. I can feel his hands patting my back while the other one rubbing my belly.

He kept on asking me what I’m feeling but I said, "Take me to hospital."

I said and handed him my reports.

He didn’t ask me anything but did as I said. It took time for me to reach at hospital but we reached faster than I expected and he laid me on the bed while the doctor checked on me.

"Take a rest here. I will talk to him." I don’t know why I’m getting even dizzier than before but soon I closed my eyes.

I have no idea what they talk about but I don’t even have the strength to talk about this either.

After a while

I opened my eyes.

"Umm" I mumble while a pair of hands wrapped around me while a blanket was covering me.

"James?" I called his name while he slowly opened his eyes and looked at me.

"You woke up?" he asked, wiping my droll.

"Mmm", I answered. He kissed my forehead and held me even tighter.

"Where am I?" I asked.

"At my place", he asked.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because you are going to stay with me from now on", he said, making me come to my senses.

"What are you talking about? I’m going to go home", I said and tried to get up when I realized I was sleeping on his lap and something was poking me down on my butt.

"You?"

"Yeah, I am so careful", his face turned red making me realize what was happening.

I stayed quiet for some time but the sensation made me throb down there even though I was trying so hard to not show but I can’t resist when he is the one who is making me go crazy every time.

"You are wet", he slides his fingers in my panty making me gasp.

"Wh-what are you?" my face turned red.

"Making you relieve yourself", he said.

"I don’t need to. I just need to go home so let me go", I said but he held both of my hands in one hand.

"Shh, I told you right? You are going to stay here and it is final. Don’t struggle", he whispered.

"But why?" I asked.

"Because it will be the best for the baby", he looked away.

So, is he doing all this for the baby? Not me?

"Your reports are not good. And if you keep on taking stress it will be dangerous for the baby so you need to be with me for the next five months so that you can safely give birth." he said.

"What if I don’t?" I asked.

"You may have miscarriage next time", he said in a angry tone.

But I wonder why he is getting angry? Is he because I’m not taking care of the child or is he thinking?

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