Chapter 46: 46

"Are you forgetting ?"

I stayed silent but I asked again.

"Tell me what happened?"

"Why are you so impatient my little brother? Why? You have to tell me first why are you so impatient to know so that I could know", he said while sipping his coffee and looking at me with his sly expression.

"When I’m asking you in a calm tone you should answer or....

I stopped.

"Or what? Are you going to hit me? Are you again going to slam me on the wall grabbing my neck until I die? Or are you going to keep saying harsh words to me just like you usually do? Tell me!! I’m waiting."

I clenched my fist.

Things are getting on my nerves still I couldn’t argue. Somehow he is right. I don’t know what he was about to say when I left home but if I would have listened back then or any time when he was trying to convince me I wouldn’t have to hear these things from him.

"I’m asking something my little brother", he asked again.

"You don’t have an answer? Or you just don’t love the girl you are with?" he smirks.

I glared at him.

"Should I snatch her from you just like how you blamed me for your so-called first love? Should I?" he said.

Somehow the spoon I was holding slipped through my finger while my feet ran toward him grabbing his collar and slamming him onto the floor.

"Woah Woah, isn’t it triggering you hell easy?" he was still laughing while I kept on boiling.

"How dare you again place your dirty eyes on the one I Love? How the fucking did you even think of her?" I kept on screaming loud, stretching my throat out until Galhan came and pulled me above him.

I glared at him too.

"Who the fuck give you the order to touch me?" I asked.

"I was ordered to stop the mess you have created", as he said my hand landed on his cheek just like before.

"You are here to do your work so don’t you dare put your nose in my business. Do you think grandpa ordered you to be here so you could do anything you want and I will let you just like how I used to not in my childhood?

No, if you think that when you are completely wrong so don’t ever think of me as a fucking pushover and keep yourself out of my eyes." I said while I walked out of the place.

I can’t believe my entire morning is going to be like this.

I don’t know why grandpa is doing this to me when he clearly knows my feelings. He knows why I left that place then why the fuck he send someone to keep an eye for him as if I m a dog and he is putting me on lash to keep me in control?

"Grandpa, you are not doing anything good to me", I mumbled and went to my class.

A few hours later

I entered through the main gate when my eye directly fell on Ayla who was laughing with her whole heart. This is the first time I have seen her like this. She was not smiling but giggling seeing something which I was unable to figure out so I went closer.

"Who is she talking with?"

"Is she with her friends?"

"Maybe?"

I thought and walked toward her when I saw a guy standing in front of her making her laugh. I can feel my blood boiling and run through my wine faster than usual. Still, I walked near her and pulled her in my arms.

"Morning, Baby", I whispered in her ears while I could feel her flinching.

"Did I scare you?" I whispered again when she broke the hug and looked at me.

"Wheennn diidd yooouu comm?" she was clearly shuttering.

"Just now, but why are you shuttering as if you saw a ghost?"

"Or as if some lie got caught by me?" I felt my eyes turning darker looking at her unable to maintain eye contact with me.

"What happened, baby? Why are you flinching at my touch?" I asked holding her shoulder when the guy came forward and said, "Hey dude she just got scared when you came all of sudden."

He made me hell angry. My anger meter was already on the high level as if I could burst any moment grabbing his neck until I suffocated him to breathe.

"And who are you?" I asked.

"Oh sorry, I should have introduced myself."

"I’m Jack, Ayla’s ex-boyfriend but right now we are friends", as he said my grip on her hand became tighter than it was before.

"Xen, it’s hurting", she said in a low tone.

"Ayla, can we talk?" I asked and pulled her to space alone.

"What are you doing?" she shouted and released her hand from mine.

"That is what I want to ask? What are you doing?"

"What do you mean?" she asked.

"Don’t act, Ayla!! You know what I’m talking about", I’m on the verge of a moment when I could burst at any time.

"I’m not acting so if you want to say then say or I will leave", she said and started walking when I asked, "Where? To him? Your so-called Ex boyfriend Jack?"

She turned and asked, " to be honest I don’t understand what has gotten to you. I have never seen you act like this and now you are behaving like a completely different person which I never met."

"So now you don’t know me? When the person you met last night was just the same as now? Or Ayla, you are trying not to know what I’m trying to say?"

"Oh, so you are angry because I was with my Ex? I can’t believe how you get angry at this when we are just talking normally like friends. We were standing so far away. We were not even touched with each other then what’s the fucking issue with you?"

"So everything matters if one is touched or not right?"

"Yeah it is", I can’t believe it.

"So what about your previous moment with him when you were together with him? Doesn’t that count? Doesn’t it remind you how you used to talk to each other, touching each other romantically?"

"Xenon!!!"

"If not then I think I don’t need to be here when you already have a company to make you laugh, right?"

"So bye then", I said and walked out of her way.

I couldn’t even believe how I just expressed her time with her ex while everything kept on flashing above my mind as if another guy touched her face right in front of me and held her waist pulling her toward him but I’m just standing there like a statue burning in anger.

"What has gotten to me?"

"I was never like this."

"I never felt this much anger growing inside me."

"Not even once did I think of punching one’s face until he bled severely. As if I’m having blood lust deep inside me."

I tried to calm myself while I heard Ayla calling out my name but I didn’t stop but when I entered the classroom someone hugged me out of nowhere.

"Xenon, where were you? We are all waiting for you", she said while my eye fell on Ayla who was just standing a distance from my hand.

"Oh so did I make you all wait? So bad pretty girls can’t be the ones who wait. So how should I compensate for making you all wait?" I asked while my eye kept on looking at Ayla but it was showing as if in completely focusing on the girls.

"Oh, you are so sweet."

"Yeah like a gentleman."

These compliments are nothing but narcissism.

"So will you go to the club with us?"

"Don’t say no we already make reservations for our group."

"So how could I even say no?" I said.

"Xenon!!!" I heard her shout my name.

I finally turned to her and said, "Oh Ayla, it’s you. So what’s your work with me?"

"What are you doing?" she asked.

"What am I doing? Can’t you see I’m spending my time with my friends?" I answered.

"Yeah I can but aren’t they your Ex sex friends?" she asked while I again controlled my anger.

"Oh, that? But they are not anymore but my friends. They can make me smile so why don’t I spend time with them", I smiled and left with them.

Yeah, I should have done this before. I was good at sleeping around and then losing my mind every single time. First, it was James, now her ex. I can’t believe I behaved like a saint because my feelings took over my brain.

You are such an idiot Aaron.

Yeah, a crazy idiot.

"Xenon, you are not doing right", I again heard her voice but I only turned to her and gave her a smile.

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