Chapter 68: 68

James POV

"James"

"Listen to me!!"

"James, wait!! Can’t you hear me?"

"James!!"

"James!!"

"Hear me out!!"

"Hear me out you jerk!!"

As she said my feet stopped while I was just about to enter my room.

I turned and looked at her.

"Jerk? Wow, you change people’s names so easily don’t you?" I asked while my corner of the lips curled up.

"James!! I didn’t mean to", she said while she started walking closer to me.

"No no why would you mean when everything you do is a way of taking revenge on me? It’s just the way you think of me." I said and entered my room.

I turned toward her and was about to lock the door when she pushed me and entered locking it from inside. I can’t believe we both are in this close place when I can’t even stop my heart just how loud it kept on going.

"James, listen to me...

"I didn’t mean...

She kept on repeating the same thing without any explanation which angered me even more.

"What didn’t you mean? Ha calling me a monster?"

"Lying to me saying that guy was your boyfriend?"

"Or was the thing a lie when Aaron said you agreed to marry him?"

"Tell me what was a lie?"

"Tell me!! I’m all ready to hear from you."

I asked giving me a chance but she didn’t say anything which gave me my answer. Till now I kept on hurting myself because she got hurt because of me. I knew that how I started was wrong but it was never a lie that she was the first person I fell for.

Before her, I never even intended to love but then she came into my life while I couldn’t even stop my heart which started beating loud making me realise I’m in love. I’m in love with this crazy girl who has been hiding her feelings from me for so long and finally when I approached her she came to me, opening her hand wide only for me.

But what did I get?

Hurt?

Maybe it wasn’t meant for me.

"You know the way I approached you sure was wrong but my being was never."

"I still remember the first time you kissed me in front of the school and how it affected me. My body was giving off some shock which was new to me even though it may not be for you but it was for me."

"But I didn’t know how to express my feelings for you so I stopped but the moment my fingers circled around you those were not lies. That was the way of expressing my feelings to you.

I could never say what it meant for you but yeah the way you react to my touch it drives me insane as if someone kept on whispering to me saying yeah feel her more, touch her more, love her more which is not in my control."

I stopped and turned to the other side of her but I suddenly felt her hand wrapped around my waist making me clench my fist.

"Chloe, don’t", I’m suppressing.

"No, I will. I know what I did was too much but how could you not say anything when he said he will marry me? Why? Why? Tell me!!"

I can’t believe she is asking me why.

"Why? Are you asking me this?"

"Yes I’m asking you", she acted spoiled.

I turned toward her and raised her chin making her look straight into my eyes.

"You wanted me to stop when you started by yourself?" I looked while her grab on me became tighter.

"I....

"Tell me, Chloe!! What do you want me to do when you make such a mistake by yourself?" I asked again while I could sense her legs started trembling to tell me to hold on to her.

Shit!!! I can’t believe I still have the same control over her the way I started long ago.

I slightly pushed her away.

"Leave or I don’t know what I might do", I said and turned to the other side.

"I don’t want to", I can’t believe she is saying this way.

"Chloe, don’t act so spoiled and leave", I said again but didn’t get a response.

I waited but still, she didn’t utter a single word, making me turn toward her when I found her sitting on my bed while her dress was on the floor.

"Fuck Chloe", I curse while she was still not responding.

I’m at my limit.

I pulled her toward me and in a second her lips were on mine. Gosh, I can’t say just how sweet she is. I kept on hitting those plump lips of hers while her moan still rang in my ear. It’s as if it was yesterday when I made love to her. Her body was so tiny when our bodies intertwined with each other while sharing the warmth of each other.

"This sure will be the last time I’m holding you", I whispered while her hand wrapped around me.

I know I shouldn’t be doing this but the control she has over me no one can ever hold. Her body is still so tiny. Those slender hands wrapping around my neck which are no less than like feathers.

Her voice still sounds the same as if she was the same innocent girl I met back then who kissed me in front of me without caring about anything. I can’t say she is the same girl who didn’t care for her friends but whenever lunch break starts she comes to find me to spend time with me.

I just still can’t believe she is the same.

Just where things went wrong to be like this.

Why did you make my heart feel as if it is ripping apart?

I don’t know why but this sure will be the last as I know Aaron will never take his word back not he is ever going to love anyone other than Ayla so it will be a broken marriage but nothing else.

Just how things turn out like this.

"Look at me!!" she said while she made me come to reality.

"Don’t think anything else but me. Only me", her eyes sure have become so sharp.

"Ok let me look at you properly", I said while I started kissing her entire body from start to end. She arched her back in pleasure. I’m sure the room is soundproof but even if it’s not still the entire family knows how the brotherly relationship has come to a place where we simply won’t be brothers anymore.

I traced her body leaving marks from her neck to her feet. There was not a single minute when she didn’t call out my name but when I finally licked her navel she screamed out calling me BABY which is what she only called me when we were in a relationship.

Such nostalgia.

She is always sensitive about her navel which is only known to me.

I really wanted to whisper in her ear that I love her. I want to tell her each time I made love to her but those words seem useless to me.

I really wonder if she really understands how much I love her. If she would have understood then she could have never said she will marry Aaron. Someone from inside kept telling me to monopolise her but some were telling me to let her go. I don’t know what to do but whenever I thought she was wrapped around someone else my insides started screaming telling me SHE IS MINE.

SHE IS ONLY MINE.

Then I think about how Aaron said she held him.

How could he be like this with her?

How?

Listening was enough to make my blood boil then what Ayla must have felt seeing them right in front of her eyes when she had no idea what happened? She must have hurt so bad right?

I thought while the entire day continued that I loved her for the last time.

Next day

I woke up when I could see the curtain of my room had already been opened by her.

I sat when she said, "So?"

"So?"

"You will stop right?"

I smirk.

"Don’t forget it was the last time we both were together and now the time has ended so there won’t be any relationship between you and me", I said.

"You can’t be serious right?"

"I was always serious. I was serious then and I was serious now too so get dressed and leave the room. From now on there will be only one relationship between us. You are my sister-in-law so please keep your distance from me."

Yeah, I made up my mind.

This will be the end.

I don’t know what the future holds anymore but I can’t keep on this. I don’t want to ruin the boy’s life anymore even if it means giving her and me both the same punishment which will be no less for Aaron and Ayla as well.

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