Chapter 84: 84

Ayla POV

"Ayla, there won’t be that day. So be with me ok?" he said while waiting for me to respond but I couldn’t respond to his question.

Should I trust him again? But what if he breaks my trust again making me feel like I’m nothing but a joke? What should I do? But still, my heart somehow beats loud at his touch as it’s been years.

I tried to speak but then I saw Ayla entering the room wearing a bathrobe which is exactly her size.

"Mom", she took my name and came to me.

"Mom, look at me and tell me how I look?" She showed me her bunny robe and circled around me like a real bunny.

"Yeah my daughter looks really pretty", I said.

"Mom, there was a big bathtub and there were many bubbles which were fun as well as warm. And those aunts gently rubbed my body making me feel sleepy. I thought I would fall asleep but somehow I didn’t and here I am", as she said I felt hurt all of sudden.

She really would have stayed in luxury if she stayed here right? But I snatched that happiness from her. Just how bad a person I am.

"Mom, are you even listening?" she pulled my pants making me snap out of my thoughts.

"Yeah I m", I said.

"Ok, quickly dry my hair. It kept on dripping down my shoulder", she started whining again. She complains when something wet and messy touches her even though it’s her own hair.

"Baby, should I dry your hair?" Aaron asked while holding the hair dryer.

"Sure", she ran to him while he made her sit on a little table of her size while he stood beside her and helped her dry her hair.

Both really laughed loudly, making me feel left out.

She must have really missed her dad right if she is that happy to know about him? Then I really made a mistake right hiding about her dad?

I should really say sorry, right?

I was thinking when Ayla called me.

"Mom, why are you standing there? Come here!!!" she said while I went to her and helped her by wearing a dress while Aaron tucked her into bed.

"So what did you think?" he asked while sleeping on the left side of her.

"What?"I asked.

"Take back the word you talked with dad", he said.

"What if I don’t?"

"Ayla, don’t be stubborn. You know our child will have a messed up future if you do this", he said.

"So you’re all concerned about her ?" I asked. Damn, I’m really thinking as if I’m jealous of my own daughter.

"As I said, my first priority is you. Why are you again thinking as if I’m doing this because of her, not you?" He was about to raise his voice but I stopped him and pulled him out of the room walking toward the living room when I realised I was somehow able to come up because Aaron and Ayla were with me. I somehow forgot but now when I see it is really scary giving me chills all over me.

"Don’t be scared", he whispered in my ears and carried me.

"A-Aaron, what are you doing all of sudden?" It startled me.

"Shh, I’m not trying to hurt you", he said while I unconsciously wrapped my hand around him.

"Close your eyes", as he said I did.

I felt safe in his arms. I almost forgot I’m still holding a grudge against him.

***

I slowly opened my eyes when I realised I was asleep for some moment. I quickly got up, realizing I’m outside and was sleeping under the moonlight.

"A-Aaron", I stutter.

"I’m here", he answered, popping out of nowhere.

"I thought you left me here seeing me asleep", I said looking away.

"I never ever thought of leaving you", he said, making me skip my heartbeat.

"Lier", I mumble.

"It’s not a lie", he said.

He kneeled above me and held my hand gently.

"Baby, listen to me", my ear turned red.

"Baby, you know how much I love you right?"

What is he doing with a withering baby like that to me?

"Baby, I can never say I haven’t made any mistake. I know I may have made mistakes which I’m not aware of but I swear I will never ever fall in love with anyone else but you.

It is always you that ever made my heart beat like crazy." he said.

"Then what about in school? Why didn’t you stand for me?" I asked.

"I can never say that was not a mistake. But I wasn’t strong at that time," he said while I waited.

"I may never say it clearly but my childhood was messed up which sometimes made me feel so lonely so I stopped being involved in any matter and was as if I didn’t exist until I met you.

You are like a diamond to my eyes. You are shining like stars which I want to protect but I thought if I reveal my dad will know I forged my school forms and am studying in a younger class. So I keep a low profile so I had to ignore you."

I stayed silent.

"But that day when you came to the infirmary crying and confessing your love for James but that was me behind the curtain and when you kissed my heart opened out loud calling Ayla even though I know that confession was not for me."

"And that day was the one Freya did that thing and I still regret it to this day what if I call the teacher or what if I interfere then you wouldn’t have to go through the pain you went through for years ."

He sounds guilty, hurting my heart. I tried to extend my hand to console him but somehow I’m hesitating too as if it is again going to hurt me.

"Ayla, please love me!!"

"Don’t hate me!!"

"I want to be with you again just like how we used to so please come back to me."

"Marry me please!!"

I couldn’t say anything seeing him like this but my hands went closer to him cupping his face on its own before I could realise my lips were on his tasting each other as if it were our first.

"Open your mouth", he slowly said while I did, letting his tongue enter inside swirling with my tongue intertwining out saliva.

"I love you so freaking much", he kept on telling me while I don’t know how I ended up finding myself above him.

"S-stop", I tried to stop but his hands were already unlocking my dress while his bare hand touching my skin directly made me feel chills.

"C-cold", I said.

"Let’s go inside", he said while he again carried me but this time he didn’t bring me to his room but to another room which was at the end of downstairs.

"Where are you taking me?" I asked.

"I’m taking you to a place so that I can love you enough."

"I want to have every inch of you all over again ."

"I want to remind myself just how I used to love you so don’t stop me because I could never stop myself like this", he made me touch his crotch which was already grown by his thing.

"I want to explore you all over again", he said while we entered the completely dark room.

As we walked into that room a soft light on its own gave me a soft and pleasurable moment. I know as long as he wants to have me I too want to have him as well which is making my heart beat as if it’s our very first time even though I already became a mother.

He gently placed me on the bed while instantly he unbuttoned his shirt and threw them somewhere and came toward me.

He again kissed my lips but this time he was biting me looking straight into my eyes. I too matched with his eye contact but soon I was in my inner clothes which he didn’t take a minute to tear it apart leaving me naked before his eyes as if he was looking at his prey.

"So beautiful", he whispered again and left wet kisses all over my neck making me moan. But when he came toward my stomach I stopped him.

"Don’t look, it’s ugly", I said, covering the scar I got while giving birth to Ayla.

Her birth wasn’t a natural process but they had to rip my stomach to let her out.

"It’s not. It’s not ugly at all but so pretty", he kissed them.

"W-what are you doing?" I stuttered.

"I’m loving you, baby", he said.

"Don’t love me like this", I said looking away.

"I will still love you for not abandoning her even though you had the thought I cheated on you so it’s really pretty."

"I really love you hell a lot, baby", he kept on saying but I can’t understand why him saying those sentences and kissing me at the same time feels so freaking good.

It all feels so new.

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