Chapter 85: 85

I’m still trying to merge my thoughts but he didn’t stop. He kissed me all over. He started kissing my lips and it ended on my toes. It’s tickling but still, it feels so freaking amazing.

"Aaron", I called out his name.

"Yes, baby", he whispered in my ear, licking my folds at the same time.

I never liked him going down but he is hell skill full making me quiver. It gives me chills all over as if a thunderstorm hit me.

"S-stop", I gripped over his hair making him look at me.

"Why?" he asked.

"It-it’s embarrassing", I said looking away.

"Baby, it’s not the first time I’m loving you so drop that embarrassment and let me love you." He didn’t listen to me and opted to kiss me there, making me arch my back.

I have no idea if this room is soundproof or not but I’m sure my voice is louder than usual as if it’s the worth of the five years he waited for me.

Did he really love me this much?

"How much do you love me?" I asked.

"Love?" He stopped and looked at me.

I nodded.

"Baby, you are not my love but my entire world. You are existing, that is why I was able to breathe and love you. I don’t know what would have happened to me if I wasn’t able to find you now. I would have died", he said, making my heart feel calm.

"B-but", I wanted to say more but he sush me.

"No more"

"You are interrupting my love-making session", as he said I again felt hot all over my face. The hotness kept making me feel the heat all over me as if I were some kind of animal who was going on heat.

While I was trembling all over he kissed me all over again but this was the end of the kissing session and the lovemaking was about to start. He unzipped his pants letting out his rock-hard thing which kept on growing making him tremble.

"I- I think this is not going to", I tried to escape but he pulled me by holding my legs and coming closer to him.

"Shhh, it will be entering inside you smoothly just how it went before", he whispered in a husky tone and slowly tried to penetrate inside me.

I clenched his shirt tightly while his hand patted the back of my head assuring me. It sure was painful but with his gentle touch, everything seemed pleasurable as well as lovable.

"I love you", as he said I was all full having him.

"I love you also", I said.

"Don’t ever leave me ok?"

I nodded in agreement but I don’t know what the future holds for me.

***

"James"

"James"

"Listen to me!!!" Chloe kept on running after James.

"James, why are you behaving like this?" she shouted while they were on the way to their room.

"What kind of behaviour are you even talking about?" he stopped and asked.

"You are giving me the cold shoulder", she said.

"I’m not giving you the cold shoulder but I’m trying to keep the distance between us", he said and started moving from there.

"Why?"

"Why are you keeping your distance from me?"

"Is this because you are marrying?"

"Is this the reason you don’t want me anymore?" she asked him to stop.

He stopped again and came toward her.

"Ha, what did you say?"

"Can you repeat again?" he asked.

"You heard it correctly so act no more", she replied.

"I’m not acting but what I feel is you are the one trying to put all the blame on me bringing the marriage, aren’t you?" he asked.

"I-i don’t", she stuttered.

"Yes, you do."

He held her shoulder tightly.

"You know that my decision is still the same as what I said back then five years ago and there are no changes in my opinion so don’t pester me like you did these years and put a full stop on this", he said.

"No, I won’t."

"To be honest I can’t."

"I can’t keep myself away from you."

"I love you for the fuck’s sake", she shouted but James made her shut.

"Ahh, don’t say it out loud. What if someone hears?" he said.

"So what? I don’t care if someone hears or not because they already know I have been staying with you for the past five years in your own room, sleeping in your own bed merging our bodies together. So I don’t have any shame or fear about this." she said.

"So don’t push me away anymore and say you love me like you said that day. Say you don’t want to leave me but be with me together as a family", she said.

She pulled his hand making him Wrap his hand around her waist.

"Say it!!"

"I’m waiting."

But James didn’t even think a second and pushed her.

"I will never say I love you. I will never say I want to be with you. I will never say I want to be with you as a family. Because you are the one who pushed me away first. You are the one who didn’t trust me and tried to make me hurt being with Aaron so I will never forget what you did to me."

"You always made fun of my feelings to you and you are doing it now also."

"Five years ago I said that night would be first and last but you never kept my word but also came to my room at night and seduced me as if you were some kind of stripper but you never knew how it turned me seeing you that way.

From that way, you may be able to make love with me each night but each night you made me feel tormented at the same time."

"J-James it’s not."

"I just-

"What are you just? Do you think I always make love with you because I’m just too turned on and I can’t keep my horny feelings balanced? No, it’s because you are running down on my head 24*7. But the childish and broad-minded girl who made me fall in love with her is no longer here.

You have changed. You have changed as well because I couldn’t forget how much I freaking love you."

He was on the verge of losing it when he heard some whimpering noise from Aaron’s room.

"Is it little Ayla?" he turned and walked toward his room. Chloe followed him as well.

As he entered the room he found little Ayla alone on the bed rubbing his eyes.

"Ayla?" he called.

"Uncle?" her voice was low.

"Yes, Ayla", he replied and went to sit beside her.

"Where are mom and dad?" she asked.

"Ah mom and dad?" he hesitated.

"Yeah, we were sleeping together. Here on the left side dad was sleeping and on the right it was mom but when I opened my eyes I found no one and it was kind of scary", she said in her little trembling voice.

James brought her closer to him and patted her back.

He carried her.

"Will you sleep with uncle?" he asked hesitating.

"With you?" she asked.

"Yeah?"

"Oh ok but you are not my dad", she said, making him chuckle.

"Yeah yeah I’m not your dad but uncle so you don’t have to call me dad", he said and carried her as if she was a little squirrel.

"Where are you taking her?" Chloe asked.

"Let’s first search for both of them", he said while he kept on putting her back while her little snore was clearly audible to him.

Both of them walked downstairs but they found none. But as they slowly walked to the room placed at the end they heard moans coming out of the room because the room door was open a bit.

"Gosh, this place has high soundproofing still they were so impatient that they couldn’t even close the door", he mumbled and closed the door without bothering to look at the side.

"Let’s go to my room little Ayla."

"Mom and dad are going to be a little busy", he said while she nodded even though her eyes were closed.

Both of them walked into his room and James placed her in bed while sleeping beside her patting her body.

"Umm", she tugged on his shirt and slept while hugging.

"What if we have a baby?" Chloe suggested.

"Don’t you dare even think about it?"

"I no longer want to ruin anyone’s life anymore", he strictly said but as he saw Ayla might wake up hearing his strict voice he didn’t argue any further and slept.

"But I do want to so that you will no longer push me away the way you are doing now", she said and sleep beside them as well.

***

"Ayla might search for me", I said while pushing him slightly.

"No, she won’t. So sleep more. She is a smart girl so she might understand that her dad is trying to convince her mom", Aaron said while snuggling onto my chest.

"No, she sure will find me. She is scared of being alone", I said and started walking out of the room.

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