Chapter 87: 87

It’s been a month since I came here but still, I am unable to talk to Aaron’s dad regarding the engagement. I know I didn’t sign any contract so I need to do the annulment but I can’t just keep roaming around this place calling his wife.

"Mom", Ayla called me.

"Yes baby", I looked at her.

"Where is dad?" she asked.

"Umm, dad went for some work", I replied.

"When is he going to come?" she asked again.

"Soon", I said and kissed on her forehead.

She slowly closed her eyes even though I’m sure nowadays she doesn’t sleep unless she sees Aaron beside her. As if his patting feels safe to her.

But what about me? Do I miss him? Yeah, I do. Here I only know him and if I don’t see him with me then I feel restless making my insides fill with anxiety.

Still, I tried to fall asleep while Ayla already started snoring but the sleep still didn’t take over my consciousness. It keeps me awake till midnight but soon my eyelids feel heavy, making me fall asleep while I was half on the bed and my upper body kept supported by the bed wall.

***

I don’t know how long I have been sleeping but I can hear the tap running sound which makes me frightened.

"I’m sure I didn’t open the tap and I even checked before", I said while my instant attention went to Ayla as if I thought she went to the washroom without me but she was sleeping peacefully so I slowly walked toward her but all of sudden a figure appeared in front me making scare the hell out of me.

"Thief", I shouted while I was already pointing at a metal stick.

"Ayla"

"It’s me!!"

"Calm down", I heard a known voice.

I slowly looked up realising it was him.

"Yeah, it’s me. No need to be frightened," he said while taking the metal rod from me.

"Didn’t you say you are not coming home as your work wasn’t finished yet?" I asked,

"Sorry, I lied to you."

"I thought of giving you a surprise but I gave you a scare instead." he again kissed my forehead as usual.

"Surprise?" I asked.

He didn’t say anything but smile looking at me instead making me clueless but again in a minute he walked toward a table which was placed in a dark place but when he came toward me again he was holding a cake with a candle placed above them.

"Happy birthday, Ayla", he wished me.

But I can’t believe I forgot my own birthday.

"I have been celebrating your birthday without you for the last five years but I think now the wait is worth it", he whispered in a soft voice.

"Now blow the candles", he said while I did it.

But hearing him explaining how he missed me these years made me feel even more assured. I don’t even have an idea how I should react when he expresses his emotions so gently. Should I go hug him and say I love him too? But isn’t that something he is already aware of?

"Ayla, you don’t need to do anything but-

He stopped.

I was still waiting to hear what he said but instantly he got on his knees and said, "Marry me instead!!"

I froze in place. I literally never imagined there will be a day when someone will propose to me on his knees just how it is done in movies as I was always an introvert so I have no idea until he popped out of nowhere.

"Ayla?" he asked me but unconsciously I extended my hand.

He made me wear his ring and kissed on my lips so gently making me melt.

"I love you," he said all over.

"I will always love only you so don’t ever leave me ok?" He kept on asking me to stay as if he was still afraid about something so I agreed but some frightened feelings still lingered on me giving me chills.

I was again lost in my thoughts but then I realised his one hand was roaming on my back while the other one slid through my nightgown and caressed my thigh.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Umm, loving you of course", he said with a sly tone.

"You forgot that Ayla is still here", I reminded him but he didn’t stop.

"We can always change rooms", he said and carried me like a bride and came out of our room while we faced James.

"You two? Again?" I kind of understood what he was saying which made me hide my face in his chest making me realise he was only in a towel which is wrapped around his waist but his entire body is exposed.

"Yes, so look after her", he said but it was like he ordered.

"Did you take me as your babysitter?" he asked.

"Yeah, of course. And soon there will be one more so get used to it," he said.

Is he planning to have another baby with me? I thought but still, I’m not sure if I’m ready or not.

"And yeah if she doesn’t listen then give her all the chocolates I bought for her. She loves them so it won’t be an issue", he said and walked toward the sea, the room he made love with me when I came here for the first time.

I couldn’t see his face but he sure walked toward our room to look after her.

"Baby, you should pay attention to me instead", as he hides my face again.

"That’s not going to work this time."

"I want to see all of your expressions tonight until I feel it’s enough so bear with it already," he said and dropped me on the bed, closing the room.

He sure is giving me a creepy expression as if I’m sure not going to get up from bed for a week.

I started going backwards but he pulled me by my leg as usual. I wonder how I side to sleep around to forget this jerk as I’m the nastiest person they have seen but now I think you m just like a rabbit when it comes to Aaron.

I was completely in a daze when he kissed me as if he was enchanting me.

"Look at me!" he said in a strict tone.

He kissed my lips all over again while his tongue was exploring me. His hot breath kept giving me goosebumps still he didn’t stop for a moment but kissed me while touching my folds at the same time.

"I only know how much time I spent outside of this place when I know you just came to me. I was dying to see you. You know?" he said again.

"I was dying to hold you just the way I’m holding you right now."

"I wanted to kiss you all over."

"I wanted to make love to you every night I was away from you."

"I just wanted you."

How I wish I could say the same to you but something is stopping me not to tell you.

"You know I want to have another baby with you", as he said I left shocked.

"Were you serious back then?" I asked.

"Yeah, I did because I wasn’t able to feel or experience when Ayla was born and I missed a lot of things. It’s been five years too so another baby won’t be any issue", he said waiting for my response.

But how I could say the complications I had when Ayla was inside me?

Every day was chaotic because of the morning sickness I faced. I couldn’t eat anything I like because it makes me puke unless it’s his liking as both of them do share the same liking for food.

How painful it was when she kicked for the first time almost making me pee which was the most embarrassing moment I felt as I was getting fruits for her. I’m not ashamed but going through another birth makes me feel like I’m going to die.

"Ayla?"

"What are you thinking?"

"Nothing, I agree", I said just to see his smiling face for me.

After being with a month I know how he loves Ayla and how careful he is with her. So I can take the risk to have another baby just for him. This is how I love him and my children.

"You sure?" he asked me again.

"Yeah I do agree", I replied.

As I said he entered me instantly making himself groan and making me desperately want him.

The entire night he kept on mumbling he loves me. There wasn’t a single moment he didn’t say he loved me but kept loving me. I have zero ideas about what is happening outside but I was so into him that I couldn’t even want to think.

He is the only one I desperately want.

My first and last.

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