Chapter 91: 91

"Did she come out?" Kylie asked.

"No, not till now," Jennifer replied.

"What the hell actually happened to her? Why did she return when she was in so much worse condition? I really have no idea." Kylie asked.

"I’m not sure. We kept in touch with her from time to time but she always smiled and explained her situation but she never shared how she solved her issue with Aaron but she promised she will explain when we meet but this is not what I expected."

"Yeah, she didn’t even bother to bring Ayla."

"Should I call her a family member?" Kylie asked.

"No, don’t."

"What if they are the reason she ran away from home again?"

After having a conversation they decided to wait for her to speak but still, they were so impatient seeing her locked in a room for 4 days straight. She didn’t come out of the room, not anyone able to send food for her inside but wait.

Ayla POV

I DID IT AGAIN.

I ended up coming here again. My runaway spot which I came to hide the last time and here I again come here. Why? Why am I running away when I did nothing? Why am I being such a coward as if whatever happened because of me when I did nothing?

Why?

I didn’t cheat.

I didn’t lie.

I didn’t break his trust but he did.

He gently whispered into my ear that he loves me. He kept on telling me he loves me, he wants to have a baby with me again to make up for his mistake but what did he do? He broke me again. He lied to me again.

So it was all his plan to take my Ayla from me and make a beautiful family with the woman and her child. So what was I? Was I her substitute? Was I just a way to make him relieve his sexual urge?

I can’t believe it.

Why?

Why the fuck did you lied to me?

I started shouting and breaking things as if I’m continuously acting like a vixen when I’m not. It was me from the start who loved him and wanted to be with him but why the hell did he do it to me?

"Ayla, what’s with the sound?"

"Open the door."

"Are you injured?"

Both of them continuously asked me but I decided not to answer.

I thought my life roamed around him but why the hell did he have to discard me like this?

"Why!!!" I shouted.

"Aaron, you lied to me every time you opened your lips."

"You always lured me with the gentle smile of yours and made my heart be in imprisonment until you decided to let go of me."

"Why?"

"Now you must be happy when I again vanished from your life and give you what you wanted."

"Wasn’t it my daughter all along?"

"Here I leave her for you as well."

I kept on blabbering as if I’m going insane but all I could do is let out my frustration like this or my insides going to burst to make me destroy as well.

My stomach grumbles. Oh yeah, I left his place without having anything and here it’s been four days straight still I’m keeping myself locked here as if I’m the one who should get punished.

I took a long breath and opened the door while I found both of them standing right in front of me.

"Ayla, you finally came out", Kylie hugged me instantly.

"Why are you being so secretive all of sudden?"

"Do you know how scared I was when you came here and locked yourself in the room which was not even clean properly because we both were so freaking busy with work?"

"Tell me what happened?"

"Tell me!!" she kept on shaking my body while Jennifer still didn’t speak a single word. I don’t know why but she is not even meeting her eyes with me.

"Jenny, is anything wrong?" I asked.

"No, I was just too worried," she answered.

"Where is Ayla?" they asked while I looked down.

"Tell us!!"

"I left her where she could be happy," I answered.

"Where could she be happy? What are you saying?" they asked.

I was about to say when my stomach grumbled.

"Ok, let’s eat first.’’ This made me chuckle.

Both of them gave me lots of my favourite foods which I started having as they served but in some corner of my heart I could hear my child’s crying voice.

"Mom"

"Mom, take me with you."

"Mom, wait for me."

"Mom, I like this too."

My tears fell on the floor. It was not a single drop of my tears but my eyes were filled with tears which is making my heart ache as hell.

"Ayla", Jenny placed her palm on my shoulder to assure me but I continuously cried as there was no stop.

"I shouldn’t have left her there."

"How could I live without her?"

I again kept blabbering some emotional lines.

"It’s ok, I know there will be a way," Jenny said while I soon returned to my room. None of them forced me to say what happened but this sure seems suspicious but I don’t have the energy to think which made me fall asleep instantly.

At night

"Mmm"

"Ouch"

I slowly opened my eyes but somehow I couldn’t move my hand as if someone was blocking me with a hash chain.

"Ah, it hurts", I almost cried but as I opened my eyes properly I saw him in front of my eyes. As if he is a dream which I kept on imagining.

"Ah, no it sure is a dream", I ignored but his palm held my face, bringing his face closer to mine.

"Do I still look like a dream to you?" He spoke in his cold voice, making me feel goosebumps.

I looked away.

"Tell me!! Do I still look like a dream? Did you forget the touch which you are having almost every day? Or is it enough to forget you in just four days of running away from me?"

His voice is so freaking clear and cold as if it could freeze me in an instant.

"Ayla, answer me!!"

I ignored.

"Ayla, stop ignoring me and answer me!!! Why the fuck did you run away from me again?" he shouted, making me flinch.

No, this is not the Aaron I knew. He is someone else. He sure is in my dream. Aaron never ever talked with me like this. He never raised his voice toward me whatsoever. He was always so freaking gentle as if I could melt in his arm but he is so cold as ice.

"Ayla"

"No, it’s my dream."

"Ayla, it’s your dream. Don’t be scared."

"This person is not real."

I kept on chanting but he pulled me closer to him putting his tongue inside me as if I were drowning in the immense pleasure of the way he made me feel.

"Are you sure it’s a dream?"

"Then we can do lots of things because it’s a dream."

I ignored him again but as he started touching me all over I remembered how I heard that woman was pregnant. My head snapped, making me kick on his stomach.

"Don’t touch me!!"

"It’s disgusting."

My entire body trembled.

My hands are still tied to a chain which is connected to my bed. My back is in pain because I kept trying to break free now it is hurting my heart as well.

"You are not the Aaron I know."

"You are not the person who saved me from my ex and slept with me just because I won’t go around asking people to sleep with me ."

"You are not the person who held me gently telling me how much he loved his first love, Ayla."

"You are not the one who said he only wanted me, not anyone else."

"Ayla", he took my name again.

I tried to close my ears but both my hands were tied.

"Ayla, I’m the same person who loved you."

"I didn’t change at all but I’m still the same and still love you like there is no tomorrow."

"You are the one who always rocks my world so stop hating me. Stop despising me. Stop telling me I’m disgusting because it’s hurting us both. So stop it and let’s go home. Ayla needs you. I need you. We both need you so let’s go." he again spoke gently.

"Love? Need? Don’t joke with me."

"You never ever loved me."

"I was the one who cling to you like a bug", I said.

"It’s not true," he answered.

"It is."

"You cheated on me then and now too."

"I have no idea why the hell are you even here when your so-called wife is pregnant with your baby? So you should go and spend time with her, not me ."

"We are over."

"It’s over."

"You made me hate you and myself as well."

"So leave."

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