Chapter 92: 92

"We are over," I said loudly, closing my eyes but when I opened my eyes there was none in front of me.

I was laying on the bed and there was no shackle on my hand the way I imagined.

"Was it a dream?"

"Then why does it feel so real?"

I have no idea if it was real or a dream but the kiss felt so freaking real as if it was not an illusion but it was his lips the way he usually kisses. I thought maybe he will tell me no, it’s not what I think so come back but it’s only in my imagination as usual.

I got up from my bed and walked toward the outside. It was completely dark making me unable to see anything. I didn’t make any noise but opened the entrance and went toward the direction of the garden where I usually spent most of my time.

"It feels so refreshing."

"I wish I were a butterfly so that there would be no worries for me and I can keep flying till I die."

"But I can’t be one."

"Human life is getting tough."

I was still thinking when I got a call on my phone. It was an unknown number but I hesitated at first then I picked it up.

"Ma’am, are you interested in increasing the amount of credit card?"

I can’t believe I m getting bank called at this hour.

"No I m not interested so good night", I hung up.

I was trying to be calm but I again got another unknown number call making me even more pissed than the previous one.

"Ma’am your mobile data has exceeded so kindly recharge."

I hung up again.

I was again trying to do something when my phone rang. I picked up my call without seeing the number and started shouting.

"I don’t know from when the company started calling at night just to advertise some good-for-nothing stuff but I hope you all should stop it unless you want me to call the police station and file an FIR for your company."

I kept on saying nonstop but all of sudden I heard a word.

"Found you."

It was his voice which made my body tremble in fear.

I tried to hang up on him but he said, "Don’t you dare hung up on me unless you want me to mistreat your daughter."

How dare he use my daughter like this?

"Don’t you dare!!!"

"How could you say I couldn’t dare?" his voice was hell cold making me freeze as though it was coming through the speaker not directly.

"I know you won’t, so stop contacting me." I again tried to hang up but when I turned to leave the garden and enter the home he was already standing in front of me with cold air leaving his lips.

"You are really so cruel", he said, making my heart clench damn hard.

I saw him right in front of me but words are not coming out of my lips. My legs were not moving as if someone was holding them tightly. Still, I tried to move. I couldn’t until he came running toward me and wrapped me in his arm.

As he touched me I could feel how cold his body was as if he was freezing. I still wasn’t able to say a single thing but I heard him mumble even though I couldn’t hear him.

"C-cold", he spoke barely.

"Why are you here if it’s cold?" I asked but he didn’t reply anything but kept on shivering.

I support him and bring him inside the house. I closed every curtain which was open so that there won’t be any cold as the living room is always cold in winter no matter how much heat or flame we organise to keep it warm.

"Sit here, I will bring something to eat", I said and made him sit on the couch but before that, I wrapped a blanket around him so that the cold could lessen.

I ran to the kitchen and made him a boiled egg which is good for keeping his body warm. I made hot cocoa as well and brought it to him when he was still hanging there for me.

"Here, have it." As I said, he didn’t eat them but looked at me.

I massaged my head and started feeding. He was rubbing his body this whole time with mine.

In a few minutes, his shivering lessened.

"You can sleep in the other room and then leave in the morning", I said and walked toward my room but before I could close it he placed his hand inside as if he was blocking the door.

"What are you doing?" I said in a low tone.

"Let me be with you," he said.

"There is no relation between us to be with you so listen to me and sleep in the other room," I said again.

"No, I want to be with you and only you." I have no idea why he is being stubborn but I had no choice but to let him in even though I know staying together in a single room is filled with lots of risks.

Even though I know I can control my feelings, still my emotions, my affection and the loving tender touches of his which he gave me before making me want to have him even though it’s wrong.

Yeah, it’s wrong.

Because he doesn’t love me.

"Ayla", he called out my name walking forward.

"Don’t take my name", I warned him but he kept coming toward me taking my name again and again.

I care less and jumped on my bed and tried to sleep while wrapping the blanket. But he did what I feared. He joined me in the single bed which was already cramped enough. In this way, our bodies kept on touching each other. His cold body gave me chills.

"I said don’t", I said.

"No, I will no longer listen to you."

"What do you mean?" I almost shouted but he wrapped his hand around my neck and kissed my lips making me drool. I have no idea why he is doing this to me. Why is he kissing me when he already has one? Why does he still come here to find me as if I’m the one he needed desperately?

"D-don’t, it’s w-wrong", I spoke as he let go of my lips making a watery string connected to both of our lips.

"Loving my wife is nothing wrong," he said but I pushed him.

"I-i m not your wife." my voice was low.

"You are but you just don’t know", he said gently near my ear making me tickle with his breath.

"I’m not", I shouted but I didn’t realise how my tears started flowing without me having any idea. But I know it has to be at a point. Seeing him makes my heart at ease as well as it is making it more painful than I ever have been through.

I wanted to ask why it is here. When I gave him my daughter, I gave him the space he wanted, I gave him the life he wanted then why need me as well?

"You are. I don’t know what you are thinking in your little head but you are the one I can call my love and my wife. No one can take your place, not my heart the way you take it." he said, wiping my tears.

"And the reason why you ended up running away from me was too much of a misunderstanding," he said.

"Misunderstanding?" I asked.

"Yeah, Chloe and I were never ever in the relationship you think. Not how not before too but she was always in love with James who she fell in love with at school."

I kept on listening.

"The time when you came to my place years ago she came to me because she was guilty as that time James was also admitted at hospital and dad blamed me and whipped me till I feel like dying so she felt as if it’s her fault for calling me but the situation turned around when my grandfather involved in this and tried to pair me up with her

But when I realised I broke everything and ran to find you but you already left from there so in anger I tied her in the fake relationship but that’s where both of them started staying together under the same roof as well the same room even though her room was exactly beside his."

"James still didn’t forgive her but this situation made the situation even more messed up as he wasn’t aware of her pregnancy until you left the place."

So I misunderstood the entire situation?

"So don’t doubt me anymore."

"Don’t leave me anymore ."

"Don’t hate me anymore but love me."

"I don’t think no matter how much I try I can show you my entire heart but I still want to have you filled with my feelings where you could never escape from."

"I love you."

"And I will always love you my entire life."

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