Chapter 97: 97
"Mommy"
"Get up!!"
I heard Ayla’s voice.
"What is it, baby?" I asked while rubbing her eyes.
"Mom, I’m going to school. Won’t you going to see me off?" As she said I finally reminded myself she had started going to school. How could I even miss such things?
"Yeah I will", I said and went downstairs and found everyone presents downstairs.
Chloe was there too. She smiled looking at me and I did too.
I was about to go ask Ayla if she would take everything but before I could Chloe signed me that she already prepared everything.
To be honest she was acting more like her parents than me. I still don’t know who’s to behave. I still don’t know when to start preparing things for her and I know nothing.
"Mom, I’m going." She said and left.
"Bye, mommmm", she waved her hand and I did too.
When she left I came inside and found Aaron’s eye looking straight at me, making me remember yesterday’s conversation between us.
"Ayla, I want to talk to you", he said.
"But I don’t have anything to talk about." I walked away from him and stood beside Chloe who was making something.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"Breakfast", she replied.
"For whom?" She asked.
"For you and me", she said with a smile.
Yeah I remember, her last night I shared how I kept wanting to have something spicy and she was wanting to have the same for her craving so of course right now we have the same favourites.
"I can handle that so you two can have rest", a maid asked.
"It’s ok, we are not making breakfast for the entire family so you can do whatever you want to ." As she said I chuckle.
I can’t believe she is this much fun. I can feel Aaron and James staring at us. I care about nothing. Even though I didn’t like Chloe, James was no good also. First of all what he did to me back then and now I don’t want him to treat Chloe like this or he too shares the same thoughts as Aaron.
I don’t know.
"Chloe, come with me", I wasn’t paying attention but James came closer to us all of sudden.
"Why?" She asked.
"Because I have something to talk about." He replied.
"Is there anything else for you to talk about unless you just want to scold me?" She said,
"Chloe, please don’t make me angry anymore and come." He pulled her by holding her hand and took her away from the kitchen. Here I was standing all clueless. I don’t know how she cooked almost half of it but for me, it’s all confusing.
"Let me do it", was Aaron’s voice.
"No need. Let it just become trash." I said and walked to my room as well but as I was going to lock the door he stopped me and reminded me of the night when he went to take me back.
"Ayla, don’t be stubborn again and let me talk." He said while trying so hard to enter.
"I’m not being stubborn, I just don’t want you to open your mouth and talk shit which you aren’t even aware of", I said.
"No, it’s not what you think." He said.
"Then what is it?"
"Tell me!!"
He stared so hard at me.
"Oh, are you getting angry now?"
"Am I annoying you?"
"Am I acting like your wife when I’m not?"
"Oh sorry, maybe I just crossed the limit."
I kept blabbering nonsense again.
"Leave it and let me stay alone too," I said and tried so hard to close the door but he somehow entered it pushing me but when I was about to fall he again pulled me closer making me feel his scent up close.
So refreshing.
Yeah, his natural scent is just something I like so much.
Even now in pregnancy when I’m dying to get a good smell he is smelling so freaking amazing. I can say this baby too is going to be like him, not me.
I snapped out of my thoughts and pushed him.
"Don’t touch me", I again returned to my bed.
Here too it’s getting so cold. I think I opened the window last night or it was Ayla.
I again got up from bed and closed them but somehow I kept looking at the garden from up. It looks so refreshing as if a gentle breeze is touching me up so close and singing in my ear.
"Ayla, you’re going to get cold." He said and brought me inside.
"You don’t need to worry. Nothing is going to happen to your baby so you don’t have to act so overprotective." I again said like it’s nothing to me but he got me this time.
"Stop saying things as if it’s nothing to you."
"Because it’s nothing," I shouted.
"You know what in these months how many times we have argued? Do you remember? I hope not because there are so few sweet moments which are so few but the arguments are a lot."
"Because you are not understanding me." He sounded frustrated.
"What do you want me to understand?" I asked.
"I want you to understand that it’s you who always comes first for me ." He said cupping my face. I almost skipped a bit.
"Oh really? Then what about Ayla? You didn’t want her as you saw her?" I asked.
"I did want her but I wanted more of you."
"I know I’m not expressing much but in these years of separation, I’m dying to get hold of you. Even if it means I will tie you up here without your consent." His voice went cold again.
"Aaron", I called his name.
"Yes baby", again he returned to his old gentle mode.
"Are you having mood swings?" I asked.
"No? Why?"
"Then what was that? You were sounding so cold a min ago and now gentle again? Why are you behaving this way? You are scaring me." I flinched for a second.
"Don’t !"
"Don’t fear me!!" It’s again his sad emotions bawling out of him.
"I know what you asked me last night. I clearly know but sorry for not expressing yourself properly so I’m telling you now."
No, don’t say it.
Don’t say it.
"It’s you who I need the most."
Ha?
What did he say?
"It’s you I love the most so even if you say you don’t want to give birth again I will not interfere as for me you are more precious than anyone. Even my own child won’t be able to take the place I have for you."
"So don’t get angry with me anymore...
Don’t hate me anymore..
Don’t avoid me anymore..
Don’t push me away from you anymore....
You are the one I love .
Even though I love you more than Ayla."
I chuckle.
Haha Ayla will say the same. She even said the same thing last night that no one can take hay place which she has for me and he is saying the same thing again. It really made me feel as if Ayla is his female self born from me.
"Ayla", he called me.
I pulled him by his collar and pressed my lips against him.
"I love you a lot you idiot." I whispered in his ear .
"I love you so freaking much ."
I kept on whispering to him while his grip on me went tighter.
He carried me, making me wrap my legs around him and kept kissing my lips, cheeks, eyes and went to my ears and nibbled on them .
"Umm~ it tickles." I moaned.
"I know but it makes you feel good as well." He smirks.
This jerk....
"I will love you until I make you go crazy for me so keep scolding me as much as you can." He said and placed me on the bed letting his shirt out and throwing it somewhere in the room.
"Let me love you again."
Even though it’s morning still I don’t want to stop. I want him to hold me tightly intertwining our body until I lose my mind. I want his lips on mine all the time so that I will keep remembering the taste of his.
I want all of him.
I want his scent.
I want his sweat body intertwining with mine.
I want his love only for me as well.
He removed my shirt and nibbled on my collar bone. His marks are everywhere in my body. He slowly went down fondling my breasts and loving them as well.
"Baby, I’m so jealous of Ayla", he said with a pout.
I chuckle.
"Why?"
"She was with you for her entire childhood here. I was drowning in work." He pouted.
"So you don’t want to now?" I asked.
"How could I let go of my opportunity?" He smirked and made me a moaning mess. I hope the room is proper sound proof or I’m doomed.
"I love you." I said.
"Yeah I love you more."
He is such a child sometimes.
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