Chapter 120: 118 | Say It

Blue immediately shoved Winter away and stood up from the chair. Fuck, he was a pervert. A dirty pervert, in fact.

He’d gotten hard from Winter kissing his stomach. Such an innocent action had driven him on a perverted path. Blue was embarrassed of himself.

He ran to his room without giving Winter an explanation. However, Winter didn’t need an explanation as he had felt Blue grow hard underneath him. A wicked smile appeared on Winter’s lips as he got up from the floor and began to walk in the direction that Blue disappeared into.

It was funny how he’d been the one having dirty thoughts and Blue was the one who revealed it. Ha!

Winter didn’t knock before stepping into Blue’s room. It was as unkempt as the living room. When they lived together, Winter had always been the one to put away Blue’s things without asking him to.

That was because he felt like trying to change Blue or demand things from him that he obviously couldn’t do would lead to problems. They could fight about other things, but not about the sanitation and the cooking in the house.

Winter didn’t hear any sound coming from Blue’s bathroom as he walked towards it. He guessed that Blue was too embarrassed and disgusted with himself to even jack off.

He would probably be pressing down his pants with a towel and praying for it to go away. Typical Blue.

Winter let himself into the bathroom and his guess was right on track.

"Get out!" Blue demanded, shamefully.

Of course, Winter didn’t comply as he shut the door behind him and lowered himself to Blue’s level. The corners of Blue’s eyes were stained with tears, giving him a slightly lustful look.

"It’s okay. It’s fine. It happens." Winter tried to reassure Blue.

He could understand that Blue was probably the same as him–sex-deprived. And doing it alone wasn’t nearly as satisfactory as doing it together. In fact, it’d been so unsatisfactory that Winter hadn’t helped himself since he and Blue weren’t together.

"Shut up and leave." Blue said to Winter with a dark look on his face.

"No," Winter spoke without reserve and yanked the towel off Blue, throwing it into a corner.

"What the–"

"I’ll help you." Winter said over Blue’s words, his hand dancing on the rim of Blue’s shorts as he lowered his head.

Blue was able to predict what Winter wanted to do, so he immediately shoved Winter’s head away and said, "Stop it. I don’t want to. Go away."

"But you’re uncomfortable. And I don’t like seeing you uncomfortable." Winter said, one of his hands going up to the back of Blue’s neck to caress his gland.

Blue shivered at the sensual feeling that struck his entire body because of that contact. It wasn’t long before he sensed his pheromones seeping out of his body. His legs turned so miserably weak that Winter didn’t even need to part them before they spread open.

"Winter..." Blue called out.

Winter gulped down on his saliva. He didn’t waste any second in carrying Blue up from the bathroom floor and going back into the room. Holding Blue up with one hand, Winter swept away the clothes that were laying on the bed.

Then he gently placed Blue on top of the bed. Blue looked at Winter eagerly. He was quick to forget that he didn’t want to be led astray by Winter.

"God... you’re beautiful." Those words escaped from Winter’s mouth as he stared at Blue.

Why had he been stupid enough to let Blue walk away from his life without even chaining Blue to himself and refusing to let Blue leave him?

Winter was a fool. He should never have doubted Blue. He should never have said anything to upset Blue. Blue was right and he was wrong. Blue’s words and actions should be superior to all.

Winter kissed Blue’s stomach and used one hand to pull down the shorts that he was wearing.

"Hah!" Blue gasped at Winter’s quick action.

Winter wasn’t savoring the moment anymore. He didn’t have the patience anymore. He wanted to touch Blue so badly that he let go of all his inhibitions.

He positioned Blue’s legs and stared at Blue’s dick that was hard, dripping precum. Winter took it into his mouth, evoking an unrestrained moan from Blue’s mouth.

Blue grabbed onto Winter’s hair as Winter took him in, using his expert tongue to undo him.

Blue arched his back as Winter deepthroated him while using his tongue to lick his crown. Blue had almost forgotten how good Winter was at this.

It wasn’t long before Blue came undone into Winter’s mouth. Winter swallowed his cum without complaint. Then he wiped his mouth and looked at Blue like a predator would look at a prey.

Blue didn’t feel fear as the object of Winter’s dark desire. He wanted to be caught by Winter. Ruined by him, in fact.

"Blue..." Winter spoke with a rough voice as he pressed Blue down. "Let me touch you."

He spoke as if all that he had been doing so far was not touching.

"Let me hold you," he whispered into Blue’s ear. "Let me kiss you."

Blue turned his head away. He didn’t want to hear Winter asking for those things. He already wanted to give in. Saying it with his own mouth would just destroy his entire self-esteem.

However, Blue turning his head away was a mistake. He had given Winter the access to slobber kisses all over his neck.

"Please..." Winter begged in between kisses as his hand went in between Blue’s legs.

It was lurking in dangerous territories. Winter’s thumb decided to explore the area around Blue’s hole. He didn’t sink his finger in as he waited for some kind of permission from Blue.

"Say you want this. Say you want me." Winter’s movements were driving Blue mad.

"Winter..."

The word, ’stop’, didn’t come out from Blue’s mouth because his tendency to self-destruct was stronger than the love he had for himself.

"Say it. Please." Winter placed a feathery kiss on the side of Blue’s mouth.

"I can’t do anything if you don’t tell me you want me, Blue." Winter spoke with a low voice as he expertly touched Blue in the places that sent Blue twitching with desire.

"So please. Tell me what you want." Winter hovered above Blue, pausing all of his actions as his eyes peered into Blue’s soul.

"You," Blue closed his eyes as he spoke. "I want you."

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