Chapter 66: 64 | Abort Mission

Winter felt guilty about his plans of using Blue when Blue had bigger life problems to handle. Imagine dealing with pheromone disorder while still having to deal with him, who was a total pain in the ass.

"I am fine. And I didn’t tell you that so you could pity me." Blue suddenly spoke with a harsh tone, behaving like his usual rude self.

’Then why did you tell me?’ Winter thought. ’Is it because you trust me?’

Immediately Winter had that thought, it was debunked by another thought.

’He doesn’t even like me.’

With that thought came an odd melancholic feeling in Winter. Blue didn’t even like him. Blue didn’t even trust him. So why did Blue tell him about such a personal matter?

Why did—

"It’s because I need your help." Blue said, answering Winter’s thoughts before he could even think of them.

Winter’s jaw dropped.

"N-Need my help?" Winter repeated with an astounded tone.

"Yes..." Blue dragged his words, then awkwardly placed his hand on the spot where Winter’s hand was wrapped around his own.

Winter looked at their hands, then he looked at Blue, then he looked at their hands once again.

"W-With what?" Winter stuttered.

He was somewhat afraid. This was because of what Blue was doing... Winter had imagined it a thousand times.

He had fantasized about Blue asking for his help. Then Blue would open his legs and say that his insides were itching and needed to be stroked with something long and hard.

As pornishly cliché as it seemed, Winter began to believe that Blue was about to recreate one of his sexual fantasies. That was why he was afraid and oddly excited. In fact, he was so excited that his knees began to bounce uncontrollably.

"My doctor... he told me to find an Alpha..." Blue’s eyes settled on his laps as his cheeks unconsciously turned red.

He couldn’t bear to look into Winter’s eyes as he spoke. In fact, Blue wasn’t even aware that he was holding onto Winter’s hand and that Winter was still holding onto him.

He was just so awkward. And annoyed. That he was doing something so disgusting and degrading. After all the things that had happened to him in the span of one week.

But he had to do this. If he wanted to live...

"To be helping me with my heat..."

As for the rest of Blue’s words, Winter didn’t hear any of them. He was able to grasp that Blue was asking him to sleep with him. To have sex with him. During his heat.

If this wasn’t a porn scenario, Winter didn’t know what was.

"... And I think you’re the most suitable because I know you... kind of. I also think I can manage you because we’ve done some things—"

"Now?" Winter suddenly interrupted Blue with an overly eager tone.

"Huh?"

"Can I help you now?" Winter’s grip on Blue’s wrist slowly began to move upwards.

"No! What are you doing?" Blue slapped Winter’s hand and retracted his hand from his grip.

There was an annoyed look on Blue’s face as he looked at Winter. Winter was really an idiot, Blue thought.

"I’m sorry. I just thought you said you wanted me to help you out because of your pheromone disorder and—"

"You idiot. All you want to do is get into my pants, isn’t it?" Blue asked Winter with a deadpan tone.

’Abort mission. Abort mission. Abort mission. Abort mission. Abort mission.’

That was the only thing going around Winter’s head after Blue said those words. Why? Because Blue was heavily right and accurate to the highest degree.

From the start, all Winter had wanted from Blue was to sleep with him. Get inside that hole of his. Get Blue underneath him. In front of him. On top of him. Against the wall. On top of a kitchen island. In front of a mirror. On the floor. On the mat. On a table. On the ceiling.

Fuck. Anywhere and Everywhere. All Winter wanted was to sleep with Blue. All he still wanted was to sleep with Blue. Even to this very moment. But he couldn’t say that out loud!

"N-No. I-I... it isn’t like that. I haven’t—"

"Spare me from your lies, Winter." Blue cut him off, looking at Winter with meaningful eyes.

Winter could only let out a sigh and look down at his laps as he confessed, "Yes..."

"It’s not like I didn’t know all this time. You’re not as smart and deceptive as you think you are." Blue said with an eye roll, letting out a sigh himself.

Winter’s jaw dropped. What did that mean? What did Blue mean? How was he not smart!? When did Blue find out his motives? What was happening here!?

"But it doesn’t matter anyway..." Blue trailed off as he spoke, meeting and holding Winter’s gaze.

The two of them seemed to be fixed in place, neither wanted to look away as they felt like they were getting vacuumed into the other’s body through their eyes.

Blue was the first one to break eye contact, willing himself to behave stronger and composed.

"So... Are you gonna help me?" Blue asked. "You owe it to me after what you did last night. Don’t even think that I’m ever going to forget and forgive you for that." Blue added for clarification.

Winter had no choice. It seemed like Winter didn’t have any choice.

He didn’t bother hiding the creepy smile on his face as he said, "Of course I’m going to help you. I’ll be foolish not to."

Author has something to say: Sorry for failing to update yesterday. I came down with something and didn’t even realize that time had gone past me.

I hope to keep the updates consistent from now on to the end of the month.

Also, how are you guys liking this particular arc so far? It’s the hardest I’ve had to write. I hope you guys are enjoying it.

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